Meri Tanhai Aur Mein..!!

Me aur Meri Tanhai aapas mein guftagu karte the..
us tanhai ke alam mein dil ye soch raha tha...
sirf mein hun meri sansen hai aur meri dhadkane....
aisi gehraiyaan aisi ruswaiyaan...aur mein...

Ye tanha dil jab ghabraya...
Khamoshiyon se ghire hue us dil ko...
maine samjhaya...dil kyun tu rota hai...
kyun tu aise pal khota hai...

door ek hasi ki khilkari ne dastak di....
apeksha se bhare is dil ne mujhse kaha...
mausam ne shayad rukh badla hai....
hawa ke ek jhoke ne jaise..
wadion mein pyar ke hone ka ehsas dilaya...

dil ko sahejhte hue maine us hawa se pucha...
kya ye khwab hai ya haquekat..
Haste hue usne mujhse kaha..
bas meri bahon mein aao...aur dekho ye haseen dunia...

Dilon mein jaise ek nayi tazgi thi...
ek naya junoon tha...ek naya sa vishwas tha...
ek naye sapne ka ehsas tha...
Mera tanha dil ko Dosti ka asara mil gaya tha...!!

to ye haq hai tumko

Tum mera sath na de sake, to ye haq hai tumko,
Meri baat aur hai, maine to aapna sathi mana hai tumhe.

Mere jazabat ki keemat kya hai
Inn ulajhe se khyalat ki keemat kya hai
In pareshan savalat ki keemat Kya hai
Tum jo yeh bhi na batao to yeh haq hai tumko

Meri baat aur hai, maine to aapna maana hai tumhe.
Jo Tum mera sath na de sake, to ye haq hai tumko.

Ahsas hi ahsas hai

Ik baat honton tak hai jo aayi nahin
Bas ankhon say hai jhaankti
Tumse kabhi, mujhse kabhi
Kuch lafz hain woh maangti
Jinko pehanke honton tak aa jaaye woh
…Aawaaz ki baahon mein baahein daalke ithlaye woh
Lekin jo yeh ik baat hai
Ahsas hi ahsas hai

Khushboo si hai jaise hawa mein tairti
Khushboo jo be-aawaaz hai
Jiska pata tumko bhi hai
Jiski khabar mujhko bhi hai
Duniya se bhi chupta nahin
Yeh jaane kaisa raaz hai

Purani Jeans Aur ye Guitar…..

Was just listening to the song….nd it made me introspect….how lucky I have been…….

Back when I was in Guwahati…..i had a great gang of frnz….bachpan ke vo din….we wer naïve…ignorant…I still remember when I was such a brat…hated grls….but still Dharitri ..Fahmida…Ameet Abhinav..wer my cloze buddies…

We bunked classes…went to canteen ..hided in side fences….it was so much fun….Rohit nd Sanujit Joined later….nd we three were kinda bst f frnz….that was the tym when the only thing I thought was to play….it may be any game cricket football volleyball…..bas thoda sa bhi time mile…nd I was seen in the field….i was a typical guy…nd Bang….Dipanita took admission in our school…….

It was a typical teenage movie scene….i saw her…nd knew that I m gona make sure that the grl walks besides me…I was such a idiot….kuch bhi karke I wanted things 2 work….we became gud frnzz…..nd made many people envy in the school…!!
But durin all these times….one thing happened which I nevr noticed….i had got a bst frnd fr lyf….Fahmida…I used to share vrythin 2 her….

Left Guwahati…came to Lucknow…wasn’t that much interested in frnzz nd stuff….had targets….10..12..IIT…nd all….but I got a perfect frnd in Poornima….we used to spend a lot f tym together….helpd each other in studies…discussed all possible issues….Gosh…we knew each other so well….time went by…..!!

Reached Gorakhpur…colg days….best tyms…a whole range of posts can be written abt those awesome days…which I will write fr sure….BMN was born….ahaa…..fuckin awesome tyms…
When I left colg…I thought that’s the end….it was lyk the dialogue in RDb “ Colgg ke gate ke is taraf hum zindigi ko nachate hai…aur us taraf Zindagi Humein.”…but as I said I was lucky….

Rchd Coimbatore with apprehensions….but realized that god has arranged a paid Honeymoon fr me….:P It was more fun…u could njoy whatever u wanted with yr own money..:) Met toro yash dips anup rids surya devika anshu.shilpa suppu dholu…..it was magical….i used to ponder what I have done good in my previous birth that I m blessed with such grt frnz….

Banglore was a diff lyf all together…..it was grt bcoz I could re live my old colg days….life was 2 comfortable ther…no issues…no hassles…may be that was a lyf which I wanted after 10 yrs..!!

Nd now I m in Pune…with toro nd yash….nd I know that my efforts have paid off…I have got what I wanted….2 b with my best frnzzz….its just started…..nd will go on….

Mumbai is more reachable now…nd many more parties nd weeknd hangouts can b planned….dips anup rids surya devika anshu….u all r just few hrs away…it’s a grt feelin 2 b near to those who care abt u….!!

....bas yadein yadein reh jati hai...kuch choti choti batein reh jati hai...!!...Thank U God ji..!!

"The One with The Surprise Weeknd"

Its 3 PM nd i m in ofc...was thinkin abt the last 2-3 days....so thought will scribble it down....



Well it was a normal friday evening..i was havin a cup f tea...nd Toro calld..."Mama Mumbai chale..??" ....i had been buggin the fucker...fr past one week...that we shld go to mumbai.....but sale ko der mein chamakta hai...:P Anyways we agreed nd got the tickets...



Reached SwarGate 2 realize tht bus was 1.30 hr late...had the fav fast food of all puneites..Wada Pav...on the way...i made sure dips didnt had any clue of me nd toro commin....



We tuk anup with us...nd arnd 1 AM we wer standin below her apartment...she came down with apprehensions....nd She was lyk.."Am i still in my Dreams".....she couldnt speak fr a min...she closed her eys with her hands..took a deep breath..nd started abusin in luv..!! I had achieved my aim..:) to surprise my dearest bitch....!!



We moved forward 2 our nxt targets....Devika nd Anshu...toro kept devika awake...with all nonsense sms's....2.30 Ding Dong ...Devika opened the door...."Jaldi se anadar aao...I wana Scream...:P" ...annie.anshu was sleepin....and usko to samajh hi nai aya ki ye kya ho raha hai....jab hosh aya to she made us strong lemon tea....



Maza aa gaya....our plan was successful...Next mornin Subway mein Heavy Brkfast karke we moved to MahaLaxmi Temple....nd Haji Ali...Sitin on a rock behind haji ali...Strong Breeze blowing....Watchin sunset...listening to the sufiana kalam.....with bestest frnz....Awesome feelin....



We all party animals....had it decided to rock the nite at Polyster club @ Colaba....had heard that the plac is nyc...nd so was it.....grt...crowd....all classy rich lukin grls......danicin drinkin njoyin...We also got in the groove...nd started njoyin....initially it was all Angrezi stuff....nd then he played Aiwai Aiwai remix...nd the crowd lovd the song....Dj too realized that the public will njoy bollywood music more.....so he started playing awesome bollywood punjabi rock....i was luvin it...the ideal music i luv...:) Uske baad to mein ek min bhi nai ruka.....left my body 2 njoy nd soak in the musiccc.....



3.30 we were out....had dinner....nd moved to njoy the serenity of "Marine Drive"....I Just love that place....i can just sit ther fr a whole day doin nothin....dips was sayin that " This place inspires me to go on"...we all were damn tired..sleep deprived...fully exhausted....but still cold breeze blowing across the Arabian Sea...blew all our stress away....bliss....didnt wanted to go home....man kar raha tha wahi so jaun..:P



Next day it was just relaxin here nd ther...in btwn the Bowlin Session was fun....Dips showd that she's a fighter....nd a very very ziddi girl....8 PM we left ...felt weird....we know that we r just few hrs away...but still the seperation is tough....parcticalities of our lives take control of us...uncertain when we will meet again....left Mumbai....

Missd Yash Rids..and Surya... alot in this whole experience....catch up fast.....next rockin tym..i want u all...

I dont noe wat this is all about....wat is the connection btwn all f us...i just noe that ther should be some explaination....to it...!!

Kodai...Bridged All Gaps..!!

After the new yr party the divided c10 started to bond together....yash toro anup started commin frequently 2 my room..taught us some of kanadda slangs...and watched the only Hindi song show on TV..which played all 90's sharukh's song.....

Kodai was getin planned…anup and sumant tuk the initiative….we were asked…we insisted that our ideal lodge frnz will also cum….!!....some people didn’t lykd that…!!..may be they were ill placed ….evn they realized that…..it was a amzing feelin….everybody was so excited…raat mein hi sab packin karne mein busy…..kitni thand hogi wahan…was the major question f all the grls….

Next Morning 6 baje sabse tyar hone ko kaha gaya tha….par as usual 7-8 baj hi gaya tha…modi ki kudion ka photo session start ho chukka tha….ek bus pe kabja kar lia tha unne….fir nayi fite shuru hui..kaun kis bus mein jayega….all fuckin guys…wanted 2 b in the bus whr there prospects were ther…we guys are so perverts…!!... I made room fr my ideal lodge frnz in the bus…nd then we were all set to leave fr the trip which will always be sketched in our minds….

Mein toro aur yash poora kartab dikhane mein lag gaye the…bus ke darwaje pe faltu stunts marne mein….ye sochte hue ki ladkian impress hongi..:P
Dips sabse paise collect kar rai thi…..petrol pump aaya…nd we were all set to embark our journey….
Anup nd most f GIT people were in the other bus….aur it was lyk 2 diff planets….kisi ko kuch nai pata dusre ke bare mein….aur na hi kisi ko padi thi janne ki….apne mein khush….anup ne bola mujhse..ki us bus ka dekh lena….i was happy 2 do that..:)

Mujhe dj bana hi dia tha….har 1 min mein gana badlo…..gussa to aa raha tha…aur fir chalu thi sab mujhe shilpa ko leke chidhane mein…..mein as usual shant raha…..thoda dur badhe….nd fir sabka dance karne ka mood banne laga….swaraj mazda ka load aur endurance test hone wala tha…..jisko jahan jagah mila vo wahan shuru ho gaya….nd literally all the gaps amongst wer bridged….

Lake wala point aya to bas sabke camera bahar nikal aye…..poore grp ki sabse best photo whai khichi thi….dono planets ke aliens nikal ke aapas mein baat kar rahe the..:P

Thoda aage badhe to ghat aa chuke the…aur I saw the mountain sickness getin on many…which I still don’t know how it feels….saw the carin nature f dips...fr the first tym….baki logon ko jahan mauka mil raha tha camera leke shuru ho ja rahe the……thode der mein hum Kodai pahuch chuke the….

Row Houses were waitin fr us….sab itne khush the use dekh ke….jaldi se best villa capture karne ki hod lag chuki thi….ritu suniti ne jo karma select kia vo wakai mein haunted lag raha tha….i took the corner room.:) I was quickly on to my managerial shoes…sab se paise ikkatha karne mein busy….
Went to the hotel manager nd decided on the bonfire party….sabne jake lake ke bagal wale hut shapd restaurant mein lunch kia….bahar garden mein aise baith ke kha rahe the sab jaise langar laga ho….we all were damn hungry….

Fir all got distributed nd did all the activities available ther…cyclin…horse ridin..boatin….but I was excited abt the bon fire….i asked dips abt her ipod nd dj type songs….dinner ko leke poora confusion ho raha tha….we decided on biryani…nd humara pyara harry potter lene gaya sabke lie..Although he had some other plan: P I nd anup went on to get the plates nd spoons….and arranged the food nd water…
dumb charades mein ladai ho hi chuki thi….anyways vo circle dance….thand mein hath sekna…..we all wer njoyin to the fullest….maine yash aur toro ne apna intezaam kia…nd it was bliss….

Thand to poora gayab ho chuki thi jaise mere lie….bina jacket ke nikal chuke the tehlne mein toro ritu aur dholu….aur fir laut ke vo bhutia kahanian….:P

Next day subha subha we went around to see all the beautiful spots….oot patang se patterns bane ke photo khichana…ke alawa kisi ko kuch sujh hi nai raha tha….i was closely observing all my fuckin frnz hittin on their targets..:P
Return journey was fun till the whole antakshari session…..mere doston ne to jaise than li thi ki modi ki kudion ko jordar jawab dena hai…..maza aa raha tha….n aur l pe dono party ki gadi aake ruk chuki thi....modi grls got competetion which they nevr expected....:)

Laut ke sab buri tarah thake hue aapna apna saamn leke wapas ho chuke the....we all managers wer xpectin a small 'ty'...which dips said....!!

The trip is still vivdly sketched in my mind..i could have included many other incidents...it was imp fr me bcoz i got to noe the other side f people....nd C10 was now a united force...the change was inevitable and observable.....!!

1st impression is not the last impression..!!

ILP made me realize that this sayin is so wrong....i used to judge people by the 1st impression....but ILP made me realize my mistake...
Here i would lyk to mention what was my 1st impression f some f the people f the class...

Toro...the day i met him i knew ther was somethin special abt us...he was my Fun part....
Yash.. The smarty...shakin his legs to the fullest....starin grls....with open mouth.....:P
Anup...Ideal back bencher...had somethin 2 speak with vrybody in the class....
Dips...I hated her ...she was lyk...i cant stand this grl...a leader f carzy grls...I was soooo wrong..:P
Rids....I felt that why this grl is always in excited state....why is her electron always in the last orbit..:P
Suppu....Charmin...Loving....typical girlish.....
Shilpa...Wanted to get along with her....par modi ki kudian very very smart..hai meri tauba tauba....
anshu...Colgate ka prachaar karti hui..ek cute si ladki.....had the lko connection....
Suruchi...Had the assam Connection...a sensible grl...had mba stuff in common too....
Suniti...isko bas dominoz ya pizza hut jana hota tha....suruchi ke sath rehte rehte isko aur kuch sujhta hi nai tha...:P
Shilps....Loud...Gud wth words...
Ritu...Had the talent to get herself observd...amicable...jovial....
Vinti...the Silent taleneted grl....gud in speakin when forced 2 do....
Devika...Gosh....i was lyk.....she has such beautiful eyes....
Om....Praveen Rao....the erudite's f the class..always studyin....
Anita...iska bhi electron last orbit mein rehta tha....mauka mila nai ki kud ke kahi aur...:P
Saraswati....Simple yet charmin....bahut logon ka 1st crush..:)
Jayita....Very silent....
Paromita…U wana Kill me….:P
Namrata…Pooja..Vanishree….The trio wer lyk…ye hum kahan aa gaye hai…..modi ki kudion ke loudness ke samne bebas sa mehsus karte the ye..:P
Suman…Arrogant….
Baki to mere colg ke bhai log the….. ...will continue writin about my ILP journey in future posts....!!

FlashBack 2010..Part 1

People had been tellin me why dont i write more....and when i thought i would start writin somethin i was facing the conundrum of what should i write about....

After givin it a thought i decided that i will write abt the "Magic" that has kept me goin fr last one year.....This post is completely dedicated to U all...!!


I had been always a guy who had a very practical approach towards life, frnz...nd i was the same whn i left colg....i used to feel that this approach wrks gud fr me...so was happy with it..

But ILP changed it completely.....
I was very skeptical about cummin 2 coimbatore...had a very average year...joinin was delayed...my colg tcs placed batch was divided nd i was the part of one whose joining was late and was in coimbatore....but had no other choice....so came 2 coimbatore.....and i was sent to Ideal lodge...the worst accomodation amongst all....and there also i was given the last room which had blue colord walls and resembled a hospital room....:(


I thought that these 45 days would be the worst 45 days of my lyf....but God has some othr thoughts...
next day the batch was reconfigured nd i came to C10 and to "ArulJothi"...nd i could sense that things are gettin betr....

I would be very honest in watever i thought....so when i entered the room the next day...i was lyk..wtf....grls majority in the class....nd maine man mein socha..beta shubham yahi mauka hai mar do chauka..:P
But mujhe kya pata tha...ki Modi ki Kudian mere se 21 hi niklegi..:P .....aane wale 2-3 din inne poori koshish ki meri marne ki....apne hi style me....aur mein shanti se sab sunta raha....bcoz i knew ki retaliation was nt the soln....but in btwn i did show my resistance to all this....and in a week unko bhi laga ki ye react hi nai karta ise chidhane ka kya fayda.....:P

Things started getin betr.....i started hittin on my targets in my own way..:P ...maza ane laga tha....i was back to wat i used to be in my High School days...whn i had more grls as my frnz than boys....nd my extra talent (palm readin..) brought me cloze to people whom i never thought i will interact or bond...


My room became the CR of the Hotel....vrybody used to hang arnd ther....those long teen patti sessions...plannin trips.....it was fun...:) Kodai bridged all the gaps amongst us...and Munnar broght us closer...I njoyed the whole plannin part...felt gud bcoz people had shown faith in me...which i think is very difficult to earn...!!


Time was just flying by....and nobody was even carin to think abt the past or the future....we partied hard...went on trips...evn started njoyin the whole training part as well...and i feel it was just bcoz we lykd each other's company...the seeds of a ever lasting frndship where being sown ....nd i had a gut feelin that this plant will be always green..!!

I have been very conscious of nt mentioning anybody's name here...bcoz that's a whole diff story al together....nd will be writing specifically in my future posts....I am happy that i am back to my writin days.....

Will continue my journey....in next post.... sab kuch ek hi mein nai likh sakta.....!!